Yayas
Self-Love Songs
Demos (lyrics below)
Resumen biográfico
Jo Garrity (Yayas) es músico, artista audiovisual, cineasta y performer, y trabaja en los ámbitos de la música, el A/V en directo, el cine y el teatro. Su práctica combina técnicas analógicas y digitales para explorar la materialidad y la experiencia corporal.
Comenzó a hacer música como Yayas dentro de la tradición del bedroom pop: íntima, autodidacta y emocionalmente cruda. Enraizado en la experimentación vocal y sonora, el propio nombre proviene del que él y su hermano gemelo idéntico usaban entre ellos hasta los seis años, un rastro que sigue informando el diálogo interno de su obra. Ese espíritu continúa en Self-Love Songs, su primer LP y performance A/V en directo actualmente en desarrollo, que combina pop-rock, IDM y ambient para reflexionar sobre el duelo, la resiliencia y la expresión íntima a través de la síntesis modular de audio y vídeo.
Con formación en montaje de largometrajes en Pixar Animation Studios —incluyendo su colaboración en Inside Out—, sus raíces están en la narrativa emocionalmente impactante y de experiencia colectiva. Su cortometraje Twinsburg, una oda tragicómica a la gemelaridad idéntica, se proyectó en más de 50 festivales, ganó 10 premios y apareció en el New York Times. Trabajó como editor principal y ayudante de dirección en Watergate (dir. Charles Ferguson), seleccionado por la Berlinale, Telluride y NYFF. Actualmente desarrolla The Pepsi-Cola Addict, un largometraje independiente que se producirá en España.
Sus colaboraciones audiovisuales incluyen a la banda canadiense de pop-rock Alvvays, con quienes realizó el diseño audiovisual en directo durante sus giras por Reino Unido y Norteamérica. Sus visuales también han sido encargados por Crumb y DJ Holographic. Crea performances inmersivas y transdisciplinares, entre ellas The Bluff Education Hour, radioteatros improvisados captados en audio espacial, y la escenografía A/V en directo para la obra Sunday Night at Jane's de Emily Powers en el Hollywood Fringe.
Lyrics
I Believe
I believe we can laugh
no matter who’s around
I believe our lives are empty
without the sound
I believe we can love the player
beyond the role
I believe our joy is nothing
that we stole
Who said you had to be
ready for anything
Took us by surprise
until the end
Apologize for nothing
see you again
This time forever baby
as my friend
I believe I believe in believing
in anything but fear
I believe sometimes you’re smearing
and other times you’re the queer
I believe we can give up everything
all the shame
I believe we danced before
we even had these names
Oh yeah ’cause
What’s it even mean
showing up late to a party named
Eternity
We’re right on time
impeccably
Sin was a hand-me-down
a heavy one that you wore
But oh look it’s Love
running coatcheck
for fucking free at the door
See you on the floor
I believe in an unbelievable
smile
I believe we already went
the extra mile
I believe it’s borrowed time
so stay a while
I believe baby
I believe I believe I believe I believe I believe I believeCertainty
Anybody know everybody knows
Certainty like the day you were born
Nothing to second-guess here
it’s already been done
You already run around the room
following the sun
Certainty like a Sunday morn’
’cause illusions never belonged to us
just some flowers we picked
So as I loosen my grip
truth’s a scent that never changed
I could never forget
Certainty like the day you were born
As if you were Henry Fonda
in a room full of cynics
Deliberating knives and tickets
to baseball games getting rained on
They’re all full of Love
Certainty like a Sunday morn’
everybody knows anybody knowAlright
Just show me
just gimme some kind of sign
That you’re
alright
Show me that you’re
I'm gonna keep dancing
over here
Open arms when you
let go of the pride and fear
Just gimme some kind of sign
Oh our darlings
just give ’em some kind of
Just gimme some kind of sign
So when you’re feeling blue
just gimme some kind of sign
There’s just one thing
that you should do
Just gimme some kind of sign
I'm gonna keep dancing
over here
Oh oh
Open arms when you
let go of the pride and fear
Show me that you’re
Our darlings
Show me
Alright
Just give ’em some kind of
Just gimme some kind of sign
AlrightDeliver Me
Do you think you could deliver me
box all of me up
Take me away from here
it's never far enough
Ain’t waiting on a miracle
just trying to make some luck
Now how about you big stuff
what’d you say your name was
You think you could deliver me
wouldn’t be the first
But show me the man with a savior complex
pointed at himself
And deliver me
all of me up
Take me away from here
far enoughOnly Visiting
Was only visiting but the thing is
in running from disaster
Getting clotheslined by an Ever After
plans run another way
Farce of all the slamming doors
what you thought was yours
That ace up your sleeve
showing hearts through a cotton blend and
Submission of the little ego
night sweats and hedging bets
And abdicating agency
to the blame of others’ circumstance
It’s only visiting
only visiting
This time a round-
trip into the ground
And the siblings, children
ante up or fold ’em down
The House it always
always wins
It’s only visiting
only visiting
It’s only visiting
only visiting
Only visiting
Only visiting
only visiting
Do it all again anyhowRock n Go
Do you remember with the rock n go
it was touch n go
Remember dad made it around the block
before he stopped
Three boys in the back seat
seeing how still they could keep
For a man who just
needed to weep
With the rock n go
with the rock n go
It was touch n go
with the rock n go
With the rock
with the rock
With the man who just
needed to weepAnother Day
When the grievances
are Whac-a-Mole
When it ain’t one thing
but a cloud of six you can’t control
When you see how devoted they are
to placing their blame
When they refuse listening
compromise or accountability
Save your breath
for another day
When the war ain’t so damn appealing
to 'em anyway
Hoo oo oo hoo oo hoo oo
hoo oo oo hoo oo hoo ooUnfold
Unfold the lonely
unfold the time to eat
Unfold the delete
unfold the silence
Unfold the best faith
unfold the heavy
Unfold the perceived judgement
unfold the asking
Unfold the flowers on the train
unfold the weary
Unfold the unfolded loving
unfold the lonelyOccupy
In a Friday night bookshop
the deathly stalk in his eyes
muttering past his future wife
gonna be here for a while
He’s not your boy
or your friend
though he tries
to act like it
And we all want
in
with the dread
of ever getting out again
I wish we could smile about
the time
left
the time left
before
we meet again
How’s it going
And how’s it going
again
again
again
again
againHold
And if the only way
to hold
was give
away
Ah ah ah
ah ah oh
And if receiving
we’d been deceiving
’cause losing’s
illusion
Ah ah ah
La da da
da da da
Ah ah ah
ah ah ohCall for Love
I don’t fear the fear
it’s a call for love
I don’t fear the fear
it’s a call for love
I don’t fear the fear
it’s a call for love
Idols I made
to separate
I don’t fear the fear
it’s a call for love
I don’t fear the fear
it’s a call for love
I don’t fear the fear
it’s a call for love
Idols I made
to separate
I don’t fear your fear
it’s a call for love
I don’t fear your fear
it’s a call for love
I don’t fear your fear
it’s a call for love
Idols you made
to separate
I don’t fear your fear
it’s a call for love
I don’t fear your fear
it’s a call for love
I don’t fear your fear
it’s a call for love
Idols you made
to separate
I don’t fear your
fear your
fear
Call for loveNight Shoots
David Lean
or whoever’s conducting these dreams
If you please
what’s this scene even mean
I thought act three
ended pages and pages before
Yet here I am
yet again
At the station
sweating in frustration
Trying to catch all these trains
back to the one
Who continues
to elude
Yes, Coward gave me the latest pages
but
How many night shoots
does this even need
I thought the Encounter was Brief
man you’re dreaming
In spite of everything that
every critic said
So about my character motivation
here at the station
There’s still time
on track nine
But I’m in my bed
okay
Do it againYour Unwinnable War
It’s your unwinnable war
There’s your unwinnable war again
there’s the door again
There’s your unwinnable war again
what’s the score again
Do you know
I think if you wanted Peace
you’d understand you’re the only one
To decide if you’re a victim or not
or run and hide
Don’t decide
for now
There’s your unwinnable war again
there’s the door again
Oh
There’s your unwinnable war again
what’s the score again
Do you know
Forgiveness
you give for yourself
Before anybody else
or else
It’s your unwinnable warDefenses Down
Most your life
you’ve been pushed around
Love or war
the same old sound
What happens when
it comes around
Unconditional
defenses down
You can fight
yourself
And it’ll still
be around
Got you on the ropes you wove
oh shit what now
Thought you could
Fight or flight
kill the night
Ride or die
seek or hide
When you can’t
Place your blame
what a shame
A rose by any other name
plays no game
Thought we could
Kick and scream
flee the scene
Irish goodbye in a mirror
buried in a dream
But what happens when
Unconditional
defenses downLandfill
And if this was all
the time left
Would you need a bag
for regrets
Other names for
resentment
It’s only ten cents
paper or plastic
But we are still here
and this is real
And I can feel
growing in a landfill
My healing
is a feeling
Show the sun
it’s wonderfulA Capella
What do you call the opposite
of facing the music
A cop-out-
apella
Written across a college sweater
that you wear as you step into
A time machine that
rips through your youth
Now in a shade of oblivious blue
you keep up the tune
Of a lullaby you made
just to get by
In a waking dream
that this is all it can be
And with the corners of your heart
kept in the dark
And it’s as much for me
and what created me
when I sing
I could never forsake you
When every lesson
about loving me
Brother son
lover bride
It’s all the same
it’s a beautiful
Rhyming
schemeRight Time
At the right time
Oh
Yes at the right time
Oh
You’re at the right time
You’re at the right time
You’re at the right time
You’re at the
You’re at the right time
The right time
You’re at the right timeDeliver Me (Reprise)
Miracle
some luck
Savior
big stuff
And if you could
give me a reason
To believe
you wouldn't use it against me
First bitch you make
is yourself
So what the hell
buddy you might as well
Go ahead and see
if maybe you could
Deliver me
all of me up
Take me away from here
far enough
Deliver me
all of me
Away
enough
Whatever your name wasPassed Life
Well in a
passed life
You let
fear decide
And doubt
hide
And anger ride
to the final mile
In a passed life
I don’t mean a past life
I mean the one passing by
for a little whileI Believe (Reprise)
I believe we can laugh
no matter who’s around
I believe our lives are empty
without the sound
I believe we can love the player
beyond the role
I believe our joy is nothing
that we stole
Who said you had to be
ready for anything
Took us by surprise
until the end
Apologize for nothing
see you again
This time forever baby
as my friend
I believe I believe in believing
in anything but fear
I believe sometimes you’re smearing
and other times you’re the queer
I believe we can give up everything
all the shame
I believe we danced before
we even had these names
Oh yeah ’cause
What’s it even mean
showing up late to a party named
Eternity
We’re right on time
impeccably
Sin was a hand-me-down
a heavy one that you wore
But oh look it’s Love
running coatcheck
for fucking free at the door
See you on the floor
I believe in an unbelievable
smile
I believe we already went
the extra mile
I believe it’s borrowed time
so stay a while
I believe baby
I believe I believe I believe I believe I believe I believe
